This entry was supposed to be about food and diet, but it’s not gonna be about those things anymore because there much more interesting and important things to blog about – well at least for me.
Its interesting when your fears are actually worse than the things that will happen in reality, especially in dealing with people. At some point, I have this pessimistic side about dealing with people – like they would say no when I give them work to do and not do them at all, or when people would complain when you wanna make some changes to things between you guys. That’s why most of the time, I’m always the one who adjusts to meet other people’s needs.
But there comes a point where you reach your breaking point – like the maximum allowable stress for materials in the engineerig field (geek mode).and when you reach that breaking point, things just begin to fall apart. And you can’t blame others because you never really spoke out your mind to them so they can do something on their part. But when you let go of those insecurities, those issues and pessimistic point of views of people around you, and realize that they are more than willing to help and to adjust as much as you, you begin to realize that things aren’t so bad, and that these people are the ones worth keeping – not because they’re understanding and all. But its because they are willing to make the same amount of effort as you do.
On a whole different level, I got hungry tonight. And instead of going for the usual chocolates, I went for melon, a banana, and a cup of yogurt. Yey healthy food!!! Lets see how long this can last lol.
being friends with someone else doesn’t make you less of a friend of mine
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